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The Peace of Knowing How It Ends
Jane the Virgin (Xiomara, Jane, & Alba) | Day 18 of #covidPH lockdown Have you ever invested so much time and emotions in a series, that mid-way you just want to know how it ends, just to tame your mind? And if you do, you'll still continue watching the series anyway? (or not) *raises hand* Yes, I have. For context - I don't indulge myself in discovering a new TV show because I don't have that luxury of time and I get very attached to characters and stories. You see, a handful of women my age probably grew up believ…
PURSUIT MANILA : A Community of All Things Lovely
"This is your safe place", Rhiza said. And from there I just knew that finally found a place to belong. I've waited so long for this, and when I arrived all I could say was "FINALLY, FINALLY. . . I'M HERE.". Back in 2016, I chanced upon a photo that encapsulated my teenage daydreams - warm, pretty lights; arms stretched high; letters and ___, and music. I stalked further, and found out that PURSUIT MANILA, is a community of WOMEN, who share the same faith. WOMEN, who are driven by that faith, to create …
21 Lessons My Pregnancy Taught Me
Lessons beautifully captured by these maternity photos J O Y | 21 Lessons My Pregnancy Taught Me 1 - JOY It's cliche, but happiness is really a choice. I've had to unlearn, and relearn this so many times. It's a matter of "do I want to prove myself right, or do I want to be happy?", "do I let this emotion linger longer than it should and steal precious time away, or do I let go and make the most out of the moment?". The hardest decisions require maturity and a strong emotional compass. So is chosi…
Cafe Hopping in Cebu (part 1)
The queen goes to Coffee Prince for a visit. It was mid day in Cebu, when I decided to go for an adventure nearby. Luckily, just a few kilometers from the hotel I was checked in, was this cafe that seemed like a beautiful rustic home from a distance. Double decks divided a staircase and small wooden fences, stuffed toys and cozy pillows on the floor, elevated areas with the same theme, and a few couches with high tables - this was kind of set up here. I had the place to myself and for a while it felt as if I was this 13 year …
Day 144 : When the Heart Laughs
In a world full of clutter and noise in all forms of media, we often have a distorted view of reality. It's so easy to get carried away by day to day mishaps and frustrations that sometimes we forget to listen to our hearts, and appreciate it when it smiles, or laughs. No, listening to our hearts isn't -all at once- about grand things your heart desires like making your dreams come true, or reaching your career / financial goal, or being successful, or living a life of passion and fulfilling your purpose. It's the vision, yes. It…
Day 142 : Fragments of My Soul in Strange Encounters
* the little girl who did not take her eyes off me. I smiled at her the whole time, but she stared blankly at me until I giggled in adoration, and finally - she smiled back. * the man in his late 60s, who was struggling to stand still despite the bumpy ride of the usual ordinary bus heading north, yet had a few seconds to smile so kindly at me upon eye contact, as if he wasn't having a hard time standing. * the old lady at the bakery, who told me I was beautiful and it brings her joy when people smile back, and she went on talking, abo…
Day 135 : The Beauty in Solitude
Since I discovered the joys of spending time alone, I made it a point to have my weekly (if not daily) doses of shutting the world out, whether it be in a cafe, the corner of my room or at the coffee table while having breakfast, at the park or the plaza nearby while walking or waiting for sun rise. Today I decided to go on a mini-retreat. Mini, because it isn't in a retreat house or a place in the mountains like Calaruega or Antipolo. Mini, because there is is no program in need of facilitators, and time constricted activities…
Day 118 : Countdown #04 - Mother and Daughter
I would have loved posting a clearer photo of her that captures her smile, or laugh, or her natural deep set eyes. . . but as much as I'd want to share it to the world, some treasures are best held closely and preserved. She likes it that way... so here's rather a blurry glimpse of our queen, The epitome of grace, and selfless love, in my life. Let me share a piece of her by doing what I love best. I had her all to myself this afternoon : snuggling in cold sheets, hearing her laugh and seeing her smile, as I endlessly kept …
Day 97 : Ohana, Ohana.
Weekly dates, random date nights - I feel spectacular with this little girl. Back in those days I wasn't working yet, our room was our own adventure island. We'd work on DIY projects together, have breakfast on the floor on weekends or have a little Alice in Wonderland kind of set up, go for a nonstop series marathon while feasting on pizza or burgers and fries, sometimes just spend long hours talking while having hot cocoa. If I had extra money, we'd stay in a cafe nearby for the ambiance and handcrafted beverages. Ah, of what u…
Day 85 : Miracles
The greatest miracle to date, happened today. Not just one, but three. He is amazing. God is amazing. Words cannot express or even justify His goodness. I am thrilled, I am in awe. I feel amazing, I feel wonderful. The fire in me is set ablaze. Like a refined arrow, He unleashed me. . . to hit the mark. And I did. I did. Because of HIM, I did. How wonderful are your works O Lord, How beautiful everything you create. . .
Day 70 : The Trust Fall
Today I had my usual walk with HIM in the park, where lantern lights make the path walk clearer from a distance. It was three long rounds, where mixed emotions raged like a storm, calmed by His presence. I closed my eyes and did something stupid - made one step after another not thinking about tumbling over the pond just right beside me. Yep, there were no rails or fences. While getting carried away by music and walking with my eyes closed, I had one step that made my heart stop beating for a while. It was a step that, if perhaps my angel…
Day 66 : Life's About Moments
Last Sunday I gave myself time to contemplate on how my life has been for the past few days. I was given the chance to experience what I've always wanted. . . work-life balance. Working on a day shift for a week made me appreciate every part of my day from sunrise to midnight. I had all the time in the world to spend with my family at home, for me-time and rest. Arriving at the office past 5am was perfect for breakfast time with the Lord through savoring His word and reflections written in my Kerygma email. Being busy kept time running fas…
Day 47 : Doctor Mom
My mom brought me to the doctor today because of my worsening tonsillitis. We left the house early to pay the bills and for the 10am clinic opening. Dr. Lee has been my doctor since 1998 and the usual case is tonsillitis. I remember scenes of my childhood where mama would take me to Dr. Lee to have my throat 'fixed' and right after, we'd go get ice cream and two bottles of my favorite flavors of gatorade. Having fever was really a terrible thing for me and tonsillitis was really at its extremes whenever I had it but she always to…
Day 38 : Seafood Bliss
I woke up today with a bright smile on my face. It is the day scheduled for (almost) unlimited shrimp in the comfort of our home. I told myself this week that I will eat my favorite dishes, so I'd have nothing to "crave" for in the duration of my focused diet aka "Change of Lifestyle". Shrimp is one of my weaknesses when it comes to food. I love the simple shock that makes it so juicy that every bite is like a taste of heaven! The last time I had this was at my grandma's house. We seldom cook shrimp here at home f…
Day 19 : Blue Velvet Cake
Cheers to another week of surprises, blessings, and challenges that will make me a week older in terms of spiritual and emotional maturity! Since my college days, Monday was always the best day of the week. I always call it a "Happy Monday" because it's the first day of the week, and how I'll be spending it will quite affect how my whole week will be. Call it optimism, but I'd rather call it mood-setting. I'm not saying that if my Monday goes bad, the rest of the week will go bad. Well, that's why there's …
Day 17 : Iron Man 3D
Since Iron Man 3 came out, I became really excited to watch it with mama and Nathalie. The first attempt was on a Saturday before Micay's birthday celebration. The second was on May 1, but we were to lazy to leave the house and besides, it was a no-labor day for me! The third finally pushed through - TODAY. We didn't really plan on watching it in 2D, 3D or regular view. We focused on watching it, with Tater's popcorn and shizzle up drinks. Because of no clear plan in mind, I spent more than the expected amount! Gheez. The earli…
Day 13 : A Little Over Joyed
Here goes my daily inspiration - Joy's blog posts. . . ( www.teachwithjoy.com ) I started my day by reading my Kergyma email, praying and running through random posts in Joy's blog. The articles I've read are somewhat repetitive in the lessons it teaches, but never boring. Every post I read seems to engrave love in my heart deeper, and the thrill for womanhood, spiritual maturity, a more deepened relationship with the Lord, being married, being a wife and mother, is becoming stronger. I really admire her writing style, h…
Day 3 : Folded Pizza and The Bible
Cheers to an ordinary day, made extraordinary by Him! We had folded pizza, extra greens and a 4-bundle galapeno tango from yellow cab! It was an unexpected craving for favorite comfort food, yet a delightful lunch while watching the last episodes of The Bible. The heartwarming episodes filled with hope and strength to endure various trials and live out our faith, are great reminders of His love. Memories like this with family, are the ones I'd truly treasure and remember even as I grow old. Thank you Lord, for family.
The Joys of Being an Early Bird
Today, I woke up with a smile on my face, not even feeling an ounce of the lazy-bug-snooze in the morning. It's going to be a great day, I thought to myself. After 'cooking' my baon (scrambled egg and tuna!) and doing my morning preparations, I hurried off to catch the Pandacan trip before 7:00am...and I did! Getting to feel the cool breeze of the wind, adoring the remains of sunrise in the sky. . . These are my simple joys in the morning. Moments alone with God in that 5-minute walk is more than enough to start my day! I did…
I'm a single mom who was once dead to depression but now alive in Christ. My mother named me "BEA PATRICIA", and I will spend the rest of my life living by what it means : "voyager, bringer of joy; noble", for the Lord says "I have called you by name, you are mine". It is my life's purpose to make Him known and my heart's desire to share to the world how His Wonder can be pursued in life's seasons, moments, and soulful spaces. || Walk in faith, walk in Wonder.
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